Still Got Fear

I have not yet kicked fear to the curb.

Tonight in weapons, I landed on my shoulder during the forward roll — exactly the same way I did last week. Because my bruise wasn’t fully healed, it hurt so much worse tonight. I actually yelled, dropped my weapon, and stopped my form. Fortunately, my Sifu has experience just about every wound their is and knew exactly what I had done. She rubbed out the bruise for me (I didn’t cry, but it was close) and gave me some energy.

Very frustrating, but I am not deterred. I WILL GET THIS ROLL.

(i may wait until the bruise heals a bit before trying again though)

On the plus side, I started a new form! I “finished” (<--you're never really finished) the basic forms for staff, spear, and sword. Now it's back to staff for a more complicated set. This one has a lot of moving horse stances, which will be both challenging and awesome. I only got a few moves, but I love it already! The only disappointment is its name: Group Staff Set. I'll have to think of something more colorful to call it once I've learned all the moves. And now, it's time for more dit da jow.


Comments

Jackie M. 8 years ago .

ow!

David Moles 8 years ago .

It's all material!

Paul C 8 years ago .

hello i just wantedto stop by and say that your book is amazing and that it makes me want to pick up martal arts again

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